i tell myself..
Sunday, September 4, 2011 || 12:04 AM
So heres the thing..
i go library to study, yet i get nothing done.
i tell myself to study at home, yet i dont do anything.
i tell myself to sleep so i have energy to study, yet im still up.
i tell myself to not watch movies, yet im watching tv.
i tell myself to take a 10min break, yet i take 3 hours.
Ahhh.. at this rate.. im gnr fail.. well im already gnr fail anyways, so fail MORE.
anyway.. i cbfed agains.. so heres a brief blog.
friday - school then bball. Won my game. If we win next game, we're going to semis :)
high chance of winning but i dont want to be cocky LOL :L
anyway, today.. tutor.. 8-10 then home. Bludging till 3. Then fell asleep
woke up at 5, tried to study. Ended up cleaning my room.
So i start to study at 6ish..but its dinner time.. so i take a break.. ended up at like 9.
then i started fixing my notes.. and i suddenly walked out.
Terminator was on.. and i was watching it.
realised i was wasting time so i went back in my room. Fb etc, bludge.
Then walked back out again -.-
Then bro was playing wii so i decided to play. Now im here. WTF -.-
OMG i hate myself. Why cant i simply just study like the others..?
FUCK MY LIFE. -.-
well yeah.. this is probably why i fail or get low marks for my exams..
cant even control myself when i tell others to study.. -.-
yeah.. well lets hope this is my last blog till the end of exams.
If i fail to do so.. well i'll decide what im gnr do to myself LOL.
Well yeah laters people.
