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dilemma
Wednesday, February 29, 2012 || 9:54 PM

i have a dilemma atm.. sighs..

done..
Tuesday, February 28, 2012 || 10:53 PM

i just can't seem to get my act together..
and especially when i'm tired.. i just can't get anything done..
sighs.. i'm done.. tired of everything.. tired of life.

tired and pain
Sunday, February 26, 2012 || 10:09 PM

so freaking tired.. omg..
thursday (friday morning) = 5 hours of sleep. (2am - 7am)
friday (saturday morning) = 3 hours of sleep. (2am - 5am)
saturday (sunday morning) = 3 hours of half sleeping.. (4am - 7am)
today.. hopefully not a monday morning.. and i want like 20 hours sleep..
so that was the tired part..
oh.. about the pain.. well i was gnr lie down on my bed..
and i kept forgetting that i have 2 massive cuts on my arm
so i just dropped on my bed (on the injured side) and that freaking killed..
LOL.. and that was the pain..

Oh and sorry winnie for the delayed present, im working really hard on it.. ><

A different life
Monday, February 20, 2012 || 8:03 PM

i find it funny how people don't know me at all,
so they think i have a awesome life.. assuming this and that.
I wish i have the life people think i have..
haha.. mm that would be great..
but my lifes not like that.. its different to what you think.

Another late night..
Friday, February 17, 2012 || 3:16 AM

mad.. might get them.. depending on how it looks at the front LOL.


mmm...

holy shit.. its 3:16am.. -.- wtf..

tired...
Thursday, February 16, 2012 || 11:01 PM

finished early today..
came home and slept till like 6:30..
still heaps tired.
school just gets worst and worst.. sighs.. :L

mmmm...
Wednesday, February 15, 2012 || 3:06 AM


i needa decorate my room... LOL this seems good..


point taken.. but theres no point trying to be happy when its all fake..

mmm fake.. it seems as though everything is fake..
my so called 'family'.. my smile.. happiness itself..
only real things i experienced in life is loneliness, darkness and coldness..
well atleast the stuff i remember..
that cold lonely feeling i got.. it made me stronger, independent and made me realise its all real.
but there some good times i remember and cherish..
because those are the times i was ever happy..
you made me realise happiness does exists but i just had to find it..
i was asked many times "when was the happiest moment in your life?" or something similar..
i answered with either "i was never happy" or "i dont know.."
but i think i have the real answer now.. yeah.. probably..
it was the moment we became friends.  You really mean a lot to me.. really you do.
you changed me.. a lot.. and in many different ways.
you gave me hope.. hope in life..  you cheered me up.. when i was down.. you gave me support.. when no one else had.. so thank you for everything. I only wish to do the same for you..
hah, i guess i owe you heaps.. probably a lifetime of favours.
but in a year or so.. everyone is going to be taking their separate paths..
you're gonna take your separate path.. and i will too..
i wonder what life would be.. and how much it will change..
mmm.. i dont want it to change.. but it will :L
people, sometimes you realise that the journey you've been taking, has reached its final stop.
So the question becomes.. where do you go next..?


holy shit.. im weird at night.. lmao sorry if this is weird/awkward.. >< whoa.. so late..its 4:40.. and i know i should of wrote that part in the card.. but i my brain wasnt functioning.. so yeah, im sorry :L

RAGE RANT
|| 1:46 AM

What the fuck is wrong with you..? SERIOUSLY..
i fucken fall asleep at 10.. that means im fucking sleeping..
yet you fucking wake me up at 1:30am.. just because my light is on..
WELL WHY CANT YOU JUST FUCKEN TURN IT OFF FOR ONCE..?
okay..then you say.. "if your late for school tmr your dead" LIKE WHAT THE FUCK..?
YOU WOKE ME UP AND FUCKEN SAY THAT? WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU BITCH?
i wonder why i'll be late... oh i know.. maybe because you FUCKEN WOKE ME UP?
IM FUCKEN TIRED EVERY SINGLE FUCKEN DAY BECAUSE OF YOU.
when i try to get some sleep.. ITS FUCKEN RUINED.. EVERY SINGLE FUCKING TIME.
GO FUCK YOURSELF. YOUR UNFUCKINGBELIEVABLE..
BIGGEST FUCKEN BITCH. FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU ALL.
SDIGSGKJBSNFKJBSFHDKL

sighs.. why is my life so different..? i just ask for some decent sleep.. why is that so hard for?
whyyyy....? im done.. im tired.. tired of everything...

Happy Valentines day
Tuesday, February 14, 2012 || 9:38 PM

hey everyone, Happy Valentines day!
okay.. so school was embarrassing.. got 2 random love letters.. and a stupid singagram.
worst part was when the prefects read out the love letters with passion :L
not cool.. LOL. So yeah.. single on valentines once again hahas
not really a good thing.. but oh wells (:

roses are red,
violets are blue.
today is valentines,
and it sucks like boo hoo.

haha! so pro ayye? :D *lame moment of me*
but anyway.. on another perspective..
i believe valentines day is fake.. because if you actually love someone,
you'll treat them good every day, not just once every 365 days.
and thats exactly why i didnt buy you people chocolates or bears or roses etc.
thats my side of the story (:

oh and for those people who just want to know what the love letter was..

"remember the time you bought me a ring that said 'i love you'? and you were on your knees crying and saying be my wife? yeah, well that was my favourite moment of us. <3 i love u more."

i must say.. i got trolled hard.. anyhow..

Roses are red,
violets are blue.
That is all,
i'll say to you.

Hair cut
Monday, February 13, 2012 || 6:26 PM

ohh mahhh gawwdddd.. so i wanted a haircut..
but the one i normally go to already closed.. so i tried a different one in berala..
turns out.. not so good.. should of tried the leb one lmao,
atleast that looks professional, but its from a leb.. prob make my hair heaps tb..
so nvm about that LOL. Yeah, hair short again, feel so free.. but its TOO short ):
oh well.. bad hair for valentines day tmr ):
but then again, i dont have a valentine so doesnt matter LMAO!
oh, and i wanna dye my hair.. mmmm..

drinks
|| 4:42 AM

these.. look.. so... nice....
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mmm... yum.... and omg its 4:48.. but yumm...
margarita, and ice pick please.. actually all of it..

Thunder.. Lightning.. Rain..
Sunday, February 12, 2012 || 3:47 PM

Whoaaa.... its thundering, raining and theres lightning!
fml, worst choice ever.. so like i was gnr go out..
walk out.. starts raining.. okay no biggie.. walked around to the park..
full pours, thunder and lighting..so i had to run home.
sighs.. maybe i'll just go when it stops raining..
or not go at all.. i was in the rain for about 1min..
my clothes all wet, full soaked in water.. oh well
heres a pic i took after.. lol


yes i was fucking bored lol, but look! so much rain -.-
if you look closely, you can see the water droplets bouncing off haha :D

sleepless nights.. (story-ish)
Saturday, February 11, 2012 || 1:43 PM

So this is kinda a story to describe my nights..
and yes, i fail at english so yeah.. prob a bad story LOL.


Thursday.. a night without sleep..
oh.. about the day, it was hell..
I'd never thought it would be like that after 13 years of hard work.
Funny enough, i still have a year to go before i end up there too.
The determination to finish my assignment kept me awake.
The sky, bursting in tears all night.
It was a battle.. a battle between my mind and body.
My body was deceiving me but my mind kept going.
At last, i managed.. yes, i managed to stay awake.
Hah! thats the funny part, i still had 6 hours ahead of me..
My mind was strong, but my body was tired..
I knew i had to give in at some point.. then the next thing i knew,
that 6 hours was gone.
Faster than i thought.. but again, the skies burst into tears..
it was cold.. and the tears were bigger than usual.
It was like raging bullets firing at me from the heavens.
a few minutes has passed, and it was over.
Yes.. it was over.. but it was only the beginning to an end.
Hours passed, and my game was on.
It was more competitive than i ever imagined.
Moments away from either winning or losing..
it was anyone's game.. that little mistake might of cost us the game..
but thank god it didn't.
Rest i approach, and not long away, my next game was up.
Victory again. I was exhausted..
i know my body wouldn't last much longer, but i kept going.
it was half an hour before the next day started when i got home.
As tired as i was, i knew i couldn't give up.
I have much homework (tutor) to do so i kept going.
Didn't go really far.. and i collapsed.. it was two hours into the day.
on the third hour, i was woken up.. parents these days..
dont even get me started on them.
Anyhow, i spent the next hour trying to finish off the work..
i failed.. my body collapsed again.. it was 4am.
Suddenly, i woke up.. it was 8..
"FUCKKKK" i said, because i was late for tutor.
That passed, and im finally here..
There is still a lot ahead of me awaiting..
Oh dear lord.. hah.. my times up.. im done..
i only wish i have more time..

THE END.

Yeah that was kinda fucked up, and yes, i cant be effed correcting any mistakes so yeah.. sorry.

UOW Discovery day
Thursday, February 9, 2012 || 6:17 PM

hmmm lets see, it was discovery day today.
and, i discovered that uni is more boring than school..
tired.. cbfed doing anything now..
but i have an assignment due tmr which i've barely done..
and heaps of homework too.. sighs.. i guess allnighter tonight :L

Cute text
|| 12:01 AM





lmao thought this was cute (:


like a retard..
Wednesday, February 8, 2012 || 10:05 PM

just casually laughing like a retard in public while plotting some funny scenarios for valentines day..
more like forever alone troll day (:

Vegas
|| 9:44 PM

mmm...


3am again.
|| 3:13 AM

okay.. so its 3:12am..
i have absolutely no fucken clue why im up this late..
on a school day..
with no study periods..
fuck
my
life..
-.-

bad habits..
Tuesday, February 7, 2012 || 12:35 AM

okay.. not good.. NOT GOOD AT ALL..
this is bad.. BAD.. BAD!
im starting to get my old habits again..
by that i mean somehow waste 9 hours of my time after school
without doing any work whats so ever.
NOT GOOD AT ALL..
SIGHS..........................

lol..

very typical..
Monday, February 6, 2012 || 11:19 PM

this is very typical of you.. well people in general..


5am.. whoaa..
|| 5:09 AM

holy shit.. its 5am.. wtf.. -.-
time to sleep.. sighs.. school in like a few hours..
so tired LOL..

One step closer..
|| 3:04 AM

One step closer.. one step closer..

Very random pics
Sunday, February 5, 2012 || 10:22 PM

never really thought of that.. LOL.


ahh yes, good old ace (:


imagine i was a millionaire..

2012
|| 2:27 PM

what if the worlds gnr end..?
i know its been proven wrong..
but what if..
what if it happens?
offftt.. scary shit..
and yes.. i just watched 2012.. LMFAO
awesome movie, loved it.
seems legit too.. lol.
oh also watched In Time, pretty good.
lets see.. any other good movies that i havnt watched? (:

wow....
Saturday, February 4, 2012 || 7:33 AM

you are the BIGGEST FUCKTARD EVER..
go die in a hole seriously.. Are you fucking dumb in the head or what?
so last night, you tell me to take a fucking train to tutor at 7am in the morning today..
i said theres no trains.. yet you still fucking took the car today
just to fucking go out? i mean like, BRO wtf, i have tutor and your just fucking going out.
YOU KNOW I HAVE TUTOR EVERY SAT IN THE MORNING.
FUCK YOU ASSHOLE, BIGGEST SELFISH CUNT.
I woke up, i saw you, and you still fucking took the car.
wow.. just fucking wow..

random notice
Thursday, February 2, 2012 || 12:48 AM

oh, i just noticed my birthday is in exactly 3 months time..
i thought it was long long away.. LOL.. fail moment :L
shiet.. 17 this year.. mmmm shall bulk up..