mmmm...
Wednesday, February 15, 2012 || 3:06 AM

i needa decorate my room... LOL this seems good..

point taken.. but theres no point trying to be happy when its all fake..
mmm fake.. it seems as though everything is
fake..
my so called 'family'.. my
smile.. happiness itself..
only real things i experienced in life is
loneliness, darkness and coldness..
well atleast the stuff i remember..
that cold lonely feeling i got.. it made me
stronger, independent and made me realise its all real.
but there some
good times i remember and
cherish..
because those are the times i was
ever happy..
you made me realise happiness does
exists but i just had to find it..
i was asked many times "
when was the happiest moment in your life?" or something similar..
i answered with either "i was never happy" or "i dont know.."
but i think i have the
real answer now.. yeah.. probably..
it was the moment we became
friends. You really mean a lot to me.. really you do.
you changed me.. a lot.. and in many different ways.
you gave me
hope.. hope in life.. you cheered me up.. when i was down.. you gave me
support.. when no one else had.. so thank you for everything. I only wish to do the same for you..
hah, i guess
i owe you heaps.. probably a lifetime of favours.
but in a year or so.. everyone is going to be taking their
separate paths..
you're gonna take your separate path.. and i will too..
i wonder what life would be.. and how much it will
change..
mmm.. i dont want it to change.. but it will :L
people, sometimes you realise that the journey you've been taking, has reached its final stop.
So the question becomes..
where do you go next..?
holy shit.. im weird at night.. lmao sorry if this is weird/awkward.. >< whoa.. so late..its 4:40.. and i know i should of wrote that part in the card.. but i my brain wasnt functioning.. so yeah, im sorry :L