ohhh.. myy.. fucking... god....
grow.. the...fuck.. up...
you're like what..? a year older than me? FARK... omg .... -facepalm-
ranting... i guess?
Wednesday, August 29, 2012 || 12:54 AM
so i don't blog much anymore..
cause i really really realllyyyyy cbfed..
but i do read blogs so you guys keep blogging LOOOL (y)
and yeh.. i pretty much blog when i'm moody/pissed or whatevers..
i'm sick of your shit..
(i can put up with others.. but YOU)
i'm sick of life...
(but life is too short O___O)
^(does that even make sense?)
i'm sick of the hsc..
i'm just sick of EVERYTHING
and half the time i don't even know what i'm doing..
like right now.. what the hell am i even blogging about?
i don't know.. starting to think i'm mentally unstable.. LOOOL
nah kidding. but yeah.. over the past 2 weeks or so...
haven't been in the mood for anything...
so i just wanna say im soo sorry to those people who i've apparently "ignored"
or have apparently been a dickhead to..
^ (i think 1 or 2 people? i dont know.. LOL)
oh wells... i will always be a depressed child.. LMFAO.
^ but i'm serious.
^ ( and that was random.. no joke...)
holy crap... i think i'm crazy...
nah jokes...
wait, am i?
so hsc is coming up..
really NOT looking forward to it...
sighs... get it over and done with..
but i still wish they'd give us another month to study or so LOL
mehh.. not gnr happen lmaos.
and its like 12:50am right now..
fml.. so cold too... haven't studied today...
shiet.. not good..
^ and by 'today' i mean tuesday...
*the NEXT DAY DOESN'T START TILL i SLEEP! >:3 *
^ LOL dafaq..
okays.. i'm seriously retarded...
but yeah.. would YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP?
i cant stand your shit anymore.. so FUCK OFF.
(sorry for the foul language fellow readers, but it had to be said)
^ (well typed... LOL)
^ ohh.. i forgot i'm the only one that reads my own blog.. LMFAO
failure..
Friday, August 17, 2012 || 8:48 PM
sighs..
im a failure...
fuck hsc..
fuck life..
fuck this..
fuck that..
blah blah..
this and that..
can i still do this?
can i?
psh.. what a joke..
how is it possible?
i dont know..
can i?
someone.. tell me..
can i still do it?
if i can, i'll put 100% effort in it..
but question is.. can i?
im a failure..
helping..
Thursday, August 16, 2012 || 9:20 AM
don't even know why i bother helping people when no one helps me in return..
blah blah blah.. hate.. exams.. goal..
Sunday, August 12, 2012 || 1:23 PM
blah blah this and that..
i don't normally say i hate people..
in fact, i'm usually neutral with people or i like people.
but when i do say i hate someone,
it means i hate that person simple as that.
so anyway, the past 2 weeks all of us had exams and all that..
most people finished.. but i still have engineering tomorrow.. sighs..
i dont know how.. but i just lost the motivation to study
which is why i seem to be studying last minute these days...
i guess my atar is ruined now.. since i stuffed up a lot of exams..
oh well.. thats the funny thing... when i finally have a goal in life..
its already too late... my hsc is ruined and i cant do anything about it now.
BUT why am i spending time complaining on how i didnt study enough..
when i should be there spending the time studying?
i dont freaking know..
i wonder if my goal is still possible..?
