ever since the hsc finished, i've felt so free and relaxed..
yet i wasted my time doing nothing.
i just worked whenever i felt like it, or stayed home doing pointless things.
slept at like 5am every day, and wake up around 3pm.
little did i know, it's already been a month since i finished the hsc..
wow.. one freaking month flew by just like that.
and in about 2 weeks we get our hsc results.. yep.. not looking forward to that.
i've been asked many times "so how'd you go in the hsc?"
and i'd always reply "uhh yeah.. let's not talk about that" LOL..
but fact is, i'll have to face it sooner or later..
and to be honest, i'm a little scared of what i'm going to get..
cause i know it wont be that great nor that i'm expecting anything high.
well there goes the course i want.. but i don't really care what i get.
cause there's alternate ways of getting into university or becoming successful.
but is it worth wasing this extra time?
no.. i regret so much for not studying harder or anything
and i know there's no point in wasting time complaining as nothing will change.
so now i'm just hoping to get into uni, do well and transfer to the course i want..
^ if i miss the atar i need that is
but the question is, what course do i even want..?
i don't know.. cause i have no clue what i want to do in life yet alone a course
but anyway.. all i can say to you people is
"give before you take" - keith
you gotta do something good and beneficial to society,
before good things can happen to you..
like donating to charity or helping those who need it
believe it or not, that's life.
well.. that's about it i guess..
oh wow.. it's like 4am.. and there's basketball in like 6 hours..? ayeyahh..
simple and boring
Monday, December 3, 2012 || 7:55 PM
i want to blog.. i actually do..
but there's nothing to talk about.
my life is just.. blehh.. simple and boring.
to winnie,
i don't exactly know what your situation is but just keep fighting..
and "keep holding on" - Avril
also, i know this isn't the exact lyrics, but yeah...
keep holding on
cause i know you'll make it through,
you'll make it through.
just stay strong,
cause you know i'm here for you,
i'm here for you.
there's so much you could say,
so much you could do,
there's another way when it comes to the truth,
so keep holding on,
cause i know you'll make it through,
you'll make it through.
sadlyf
|| 2:06 AM
we're in a world full of mysteries yet i'm sitting at home staring at this computer screen..
achievement level: 0
#sadlyf
recap on mah stupid life
Saturday, December 1, 2012 || 4:12 AM
monday 26th
farm party day.. well not really a party, just chilling i guess.. but yeah it was kinda fun
only thing i hated about the farm was no reception as usual LOL..
all we did was swim, played ball in the pool, drift, ride the quad bike and dirt bike, eat, ps3 and etc
oh.. and too much flies. LOL -facepalm-
tuesday 27th
got home early, slept for like day and just chilled at home.
wednesday 28th
went city, just walked around and chilled i guess.
thusday 29th
formal day.. it was.. interesting.. LOOOL.. well anyway i uploaded photos on fb..
so like yeah ceebs uploading here, and also i didnt take much photos, jason took most photos :L
but anyway, food was decent i guess, better than the previous years.
dance floor, wayyyy too small hence only danced in the beginning for a bit.
after formal, we just went beach and chilled.. was supposed to go city after that but they cbfed
so went home.. well i crashed at andrew's house and stayed up watching foxtel :L
like legit no sleep.. then went home in the morning.
friday 30th
uhh.. really hot day today.
didnt do much.. just went back and forth.. ceebs mentioning.
oh.. picnic tmr.. well today i mean... in like 7 hours? LOL
shiet.. maybe i should sleep... maybe..